Nomadic Chromaddict

LOST Season 6 Finale made me cry like a little baby.

8.22.2010

“And like that

my youth was gone.

On the eve of such a day
where infinity meets
its tail and
two coiled snakes bow
in prayer

I feel this sky lifting
and my clouds are drifting in

Far from menacing

More like celestial.

I look around and though
I’ve found my family
my purpose
my death and my birth
all in one warmly spun morning,

I’m losing them all with this sunset

as I look from side to side
and realize

somewhere along the lines

I chose to grow old alone.”

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for more of my writing:

http://cokanefriendly.blogspot.com

December 23rd, 2009:

“My default feeling with him is, 

‘I’m not good enough’

or

‘He probably doesn’t care anymore’

or

‘He’s probably bored with me’

but then he looks at me like that and I think,

‘Wow, I was wrong.’ 

but

It should be the opposite.

In a relationship, you should feel like 

You are good enough,

that he cares,

that he enjoys your company

and then he looks at you and you think,

“Yeah, I’m right.”

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for more of the inner-workings of my brain:

http://cokanefriendly.blogspot.com

Lately my mind has been revolving around

death

life

what happens next

Original, I know…

But it’s never consumed me before like it has lately. If I died tomorrow, would I feel fulfilled? Hardly. I think this creativity kick couldn’t have come soon enough.

I crave for a legacy and so I must

create

create

create.